i quit

i ditched the seasonal job. gotta love the concept of employment at will. after five days of 15 hours of retail, i thought i was going to lose it. so i quit. the money was not worth the fact that i had zero time to look for that pesky little real job.
so i spent the day on the couch, except for two trips to the bux to indulge secretly in cranberry bliss bars and then to meet AM because we made a random unplanned target run. pretty exciting day.
caught up on some phone calls this evening.
i don't emote very well. i have been really upset about my career lately. and when i get upset, i close up. i should work on this.
i am hoping to really enjoy this holiday season. sh!t, that was a stupid politically correct sentence.
I AM HOPING TO ENJOY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is something i have not been able i have not been able to do for about 5 years due to illness in the family, crazy stupid jobs, etc. so let's live it up.
starting to think about new year's eve. i would like to do something where i could wear a velvet blazer. hmmm.