so, um, yeah

i've had a tough couple of weeks. life dreams and plans being crushed, blah, blah, blah. tell oprah, you say, cause we don't care.
but i am so blessed with friends, two in particular who i love and hate for the fact that they tell me exactly what i would tell them.
i wish the one from the germ wasn't in german because it was one of the best e-mails i have ever received.
so even though i am depressed, confused, and unsure of what next steps to take, i recognize that i have been blessed in other ways.