i never claimed this stuff was interesting

so it's day 2 of the 365-day weekend. at least half of my caloric intake has been chocolate because i am too lazy to eat anything else and it has been while since i have eaten chocolate and i have a bunch still from christmas. another quarter of my calories has come from beer, the remainder from actual food. since coffee and tea don't really have significant caloric value, they do not get a portion of the total, though i have consumed a bunch of each.
i have looked at a lot of jobs. i have applied for, uh, none of them.
i have done half of a load of laundry (i.e. it is not dry yet).
so basically, i have wasted a bunch of time. and so now the guilt and anxiety will set in, which means i will go home and try to start doing a bunch of stuff, that is, unless i go have a drink somewhere, which will just put me to sleep.
i am in ames, which is north of dsm in the iowhat. i just needed to go somewhere different. it is the home of ISU, so it's basically a college town and there is a coffee shop on main st. that has free wi-fi, hence my ability to write this.
a lady accross the room is staring at me as i down the sixth of eight mini chocolate bars.
a guy with a very long beard just walked past me in a polka dot dress. not the outfit i would have chosen today.

ooo, that sixth chocolate bar may have been the last. now experiencing the beginning of what may be a candy hangover.
i am drinking rooibos tea, which has been brewed in a glass caraffe. i know tea is pretty in these glass caraffe things, but they do not really keep them warm. it's a liter of water just getting colder and colder. and i will probably have to stop and go to the bathroom ten tims on the 45 minutes drive back to dsm.

i am supposed to go out tonight (tuesday! party up!) with some now former co-workers/friends to celebrate my freedom from the retail coffee business, but i kind of want to watch a movie at home. but maybe i will find the energy. kind of wrong when you don't want to be at your own party.

if the temp agency is correct, i should start a 5-6 week project management job sometime next week. but i have become skeptical about all of this job stuff, so i will believe it when my ass is in the cubicle. in the meantime, expect more of this uninteresting stuff.