total..lack...of...motiva..tion...

let's see, what did i do today? sat around in my apartment with a huge birthday-party-enduced headache, self-loathed, finally left the apartment to get a burrito-bol at chipotle, self-loathed, went to the library, played around on the internet, self-loathed, im-ed with rachel and matty numbchucks and decided where we would go out tomorrow night for "operation land a chica," and went to class, which i had not read for at all.

this pattern of behavior has been prety typical for me. this quarter, i have not really been motivated at all. today, this will change. tomorrow, i will be a machine. i will, i will, i will.